I need more time...

I leave 3 weeks from today for what will probably turn out to be the best year in my life. But right now, i'm feeling a lot of things other than excitement. I have an awesome job nannying that is supplying me with a steady cash flow and I am having the most amazing summer with all of my friends. I realize that everyone else is soon to be leaving for their own college adventures, but right now I just feel so content with where I am. After talking to other exchange students I have sadly learned that things rarely return to how they were upon return from a year abroad. and maybe i'll change for the better, but all i can think right now is that I don't want anything to change!
i know i'm probably over-thinking it, and once I land in Switzerland I will be so insanely happy, but I'm currently having a hard time adjusting :(

"make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt" -Into the Wild

HOST FAMILY!!

I finally got a host family today and I am so excited!! I will have a mom, dad, 2 brothers (18 and 16) and a sister (15). I'm going to be living in Villars-sur Glane which is near Fribourg and about 20 or 30 minutes from Bern.
34 days left!!!!