Now we're saying bye...

I never imagined how hard it would actually be to say goodbye to all of my friends. When I applied to AFS I pictured myself all stoic at the airport, only showing excitement as I left my loved ones behind. But now that the time for me to leave has actually arrived I am finding myself the complete opposite of stoic. In fact, I've kind of been an emotional shit show. I feel like I'm constantly saying goodbye to someone, which basically means I'm always in tears... Tonight I'm going to my friend's house for one last party, and then I leave tomorrow morning! The next few days are going to be incredibly hard, but I know in the end I'm gonna love this year!